I LOVE YAH MY FRIEND!

I have always been neglected as a person. REALLY!...
During elementary, I had been a focus of teasing and bullying. I wasn't the most popular kid in town. I hated that I never got to share anything with REAL friends, like share food, stories. All I shared were answer to tests. I was like an idiot to even allow such things, fully aware that they were only using me for their own benefit. I wasn't a happy camper when I was in elementary.


Writing was my only way to get through the day, or watching television and pretend that I was a voice actress. I wanted to be a somebody and not just a tool to use.


I never told my parents that i was bullied at school, not even my teachers. I was a pretty naive child. Thinking that if I tell on them, they'll call me a tattle-tale and that I'd be a focus on more rants. I just let it go. I was not that vocal in saying how I felt also. I only cry it out when i get home or patch it on paper and keep it.


So, my elementary days where over. I was glad. I never made real friends then. Well, maybe one or two, but not someone whom I can call one. I was very pissed but also, I was glad to get away from all those who made fun of me and those that made me look like a total mess.


High school was the best experience that I've ever had. Met good people, though teasing was still around the corner, I kinda changed myself. I was much more open with how I felt. I talked more. And I learned never to lend answers to tests. From the lonely camper that I was, I became much more happy and courageous to face the day. Well, in high school, I also learned how to fall in love with somebody. Honestly, I never had a boyfriend yet, but I happened to fall for that person. It was hard to conceal that feeling though. Even though I learned how to share my feelings and stuff, it wasn't the same as saying that I was inlove with that person. But anyway, that's another subject.


As high school came, I learned to make friends. I was much more meticulous in making friends though. I checked whether we had that similarities or same interests so we can blend together. I was glad enough to meet that friend.


Now, having that friend was hard. I mean, I didn't have the past experience on how to deal with that person, and interests wise, we don't have that many common interests. I guess we just got along thru a mutual friend. But setting that aside, I was still glad that I met her. She became an inspiration thru high school. Even through the hardships of school life, she made me very happy.


I LOVE YAH MY FRIEND!...


PEACE OUT!